Tuesday, August 27, 2013

My 12th week in Bianca’s Denial




The week is finished and the time is up. the time to take a real serious decision. I need to get my dick into a cage. it's that simple. I came up to this after long time of suffering that only led me to self defeat.

I am done, and i made up my mind. I have to lock up this beast before it controls me.

My mind is clear. My direct mission now is to find a proper chastity device for long term wearing as soon as possible.

and until i find that right device, i will not touch my cock at all. to be honest i am thinking about a homemade device.

it could be fun lol (not me)

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

My 11th week in Bianca’s Denial

Despite the awful accident that happen 3 days ago, which gave me my first "painful" sperm leakage!, I am back in denial. and since I have been 80 days without any real orgasm, being back on the edge is a matter of seconds. My punishment obviously was that awful leakage, it hurt me, my feeling and my body. As a result of this i have been refrained from any kind of contact to my gentiles,  either edging or CBT acts for a whole week.

It feels very weird and humiliating to not be able to touch your own cock at all! but it gives me time and think clearly about my case. I asked myself repeatedly If you were truly locked in chastity device would that have been possible? Probably not. I start thinking about my problem, it's because I got aroused and I had a full erection and the most important i had an access to this full erection. even if this access is restrained by edging only and there is no orgasm no matter what. But accidents happen all the time, I can't lay on my willpower alone. if I want to be in the safe zone of denial, wearing a chastity device is the way.

I have been in a chastity device before, I know exactly what it feels like, but only for a short time. my experience with it wasn't so good. It happened that my devices weren't so comfortable to be wore long time. I tried two devices:

The first was a Steel Cage :




it was awful, the skin gets pinched by the tube all the time.


the second was a Plastic CB-6000


this one was good, no pinching at all, but the tube is extremely small, i couldn't fit my flaccid there comfortably.

Well, the next week will be a good opportunity to taste this "to able to get an erection" state. I will have a decision by then. but anyway I better start looking for a new device, just in case!






Saturday, August 17, 2013

Theme: Marital Tips! [updated]


I think it's a sexy brilliant idea to make clips for couples where a Domme is speaking directly to the wife/ Girlfriend. Not to humiliate her or breaking bad news for her about her slave husband, but to educate her about this kind of life style. Even for a single guy, i find it extremely hot.



Sensual Domination 101 by Mistres Ruby Rousson


[This is a custom clip. The name Carlos is used throughout.]

"This clip is an instructional video for my wife. It's purpose is to train her to be a dominant wife and turn me into a beta male. She is also very busty and she secretly knows I'm her boob zombie. I'd love for you to instruct her on how to use her sensuality (and boon domination of me) to turn me into a beta male through small penis humiliation, cuckold threats, size queen honesty, strap on role reversal and chastity. Please show her how to use the CB6000 on me to put me in my place and also learn to be a very hungry pussy licker. I reinforce my beta status to her by eating my own cum off her if tits. Please instruct her on how to give me JOI and then how to save the cum to use against me (ice cubes, etc) I'm going to be her bitch. She needs your help learning how to sensually and lovingly make me her bitch. We do love each other. And my cock is average (5.5 inches but it is thick). It's average at best. And she likes to thick and long (what wife doesn't?). I hope this makes sense."

Category: SENSUAL DOMINATION
Related Categories: FEMDOM , FEMALE DOMINATION , BIG TITS , BDSM INSTRUCTION , INSTRUCTIONALKeywords: training , wife training
Price: $22.99 USD
Length: 19 minutes
Size: 827 MBFormat: MP4
Resolution: 1920x1080
Added: 7/13/16 11:25AM


1- Chastity - A Step By Step Guide For Your GF  by Princess Sarah Diavola


I know you losers want to be locked up so badly but you're too afraid to tell your girlfriend or wife, or too embarrassed to have to explain to her how to do it. Well then this video is for you. Princess Sarah gives a step by step guide to your gf on how to lock your dick up, why you want it done, and all the advantages there are for her.

This is a POV clip directed at your wife or gf, not you loser! Now go buy it for her, tell her you have something special you want her to watch, lol. Have fun and then report back to us in the forum of her reactions and how it went.
Soon your wife or girlfriend will be walking around with your key around her neck, lol.

Price: $8.99 USD
Length: 8 minutes
Size: 260 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CHASTITY
Added: 07/06/13 10:42:38 AM

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#2: Dominating your husband 101 by Mistress Mandy Flores


Custom request. I'm in my early forties and am married. My wife's name is Angela. Over the years I have introduced her to more and more female-dominant kink in the bedroom. She has dominated me many times in bed, and she knows I adore it. I consider myself a very lucky guy because of her willingness to please me with this and because frankly I know she also really enjoys it. I am writing to you because I have struggled to have her become more dominant in the bedroom because I have not described how to do it and what specifically I want her to do well enough. So, I would love your help!! I would love for you to record a 10-minute instructional tutorial speaking directly to my wife, showing her the attitude, dress, and things to do with me to totally dominate me, please herself and make me a wonderfully happy subby in the process. We could easily steal away to a hotel for a weekend to try what You recommend and the dominance could last one session in bed or last over several days. Your advice!! I would like her to be much more dominant and learn how to fuck me with a strap on. She is open to it. I chose you because of the attitude you express in our videos. It is absolutely awesome, and I believe that same playful, sensual. And dominant, teasing attitude would be exactly what she would embrace.  clips4sale.com

Price: $14.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 145 MB
Format: WMV
Category: BDSM INSTRUCTION
Added: 11/24/12 12:32:03 PM 
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#3: Make Him Eat His Own Cum, A Girlfriends guide by Dylan Riley




This video is an instructional guide for your girlfriend or wife. We already know how much you love to jerk off in your own face and eat your own cum. But it's about time that she knew! This video is a tutorial directed towards the woman in your life, showing her what a cum eating loser you are, and how to make you do it!

Hi ladies, you may not know me, but I know your man does. If you are watching this video, it's because your man wants you to learn how to make him cum in his own face. Yea I know, pathetic. But now they want you to join in so it's not such a lonely experience for them in their sick perverted ways.

So put down some pillows on the bed, put one under his back so he can throw his legs up over his head. Get his cock right in his face! Then it will be easy for you to jerk him off in his own face. And then you can talk dirty to them. Say, "What a loser you are! How pathetic! You know your friends would laugh at you. And how you will use this against them if they don't give you what you want." Cumming on your own face as a guy? I mean your man is really pathetic.

Make sure you constantly remind him, while your jerking, what a dumbass loser he is. And how now you will completely own him. Tell him how disgusting he is. Then get your camera out and make sure you have it handy to take a picture of him as soon as he cums on his face.

When he's ready to cum, make sure you pull his head up so he gets it all over his face and in his mouth. Then laugh at him and tell him how you will never be able to look at him the same way. Hahaha, ladies you owe me big for this!

I've got a quite a few methods I'm going to show you in this video. For example, if he isn't flexible enough to jerk him in his face, you can have him cum on a pillow and rub his fucking head in it. Or you can have him cum in a glass and drink it. But perhaps most importantly, make him beg for it!

Do you realize now what a pathetic worthless loser of a man you have now? The sad thing is that he LOVES this!

Price: $8.99 USD
Length: 8 minutes
Size: 124 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CUM EATING INSTRUCTION
Added: 02/01/11 02:00:43 PM
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#4 Clip: Owning You Isn't Enough, I Want Her Too By Lindsey Leigh



Look at you, you're so desperate and pathetic. I can't believe that someone married you. She must be an ever bigger idiot than you are! And you know, I really enjoy owning you and playing this game behind your wife's back, but owning you is no longer enough for me. I wanna own your cow wife too. You two are such both fucking idiots that you need me in your life. You both need someone like me to worship and to give meaning to your boring lives.
You see lately you haven't been paying me enough money and I think it's time that your wife starts paying me too. She's just a stupid, fat, ugly cow, what use does she have for her money? She should spoil me and make my life better since there's nothing she can to do to make her life better. I just really want to use you and your wife. It would be so much more fun. I'll humiliate the fuck out of both of you while you worship me, pamper me and do my chores. See now you two can bond and have purpose. You should fucking thank me for this!
You can watch as your wife rubs lotion on my feet while I spit in her face, lol. Wouldn't you just love that, if I came over and took over your house and make the two of you my servants? You'd both look forward to coming home after work just to worship me. You two got married and you just gave up on life. You two have been so bored. Having me treat the two of you like dirt will put a spark back in your marriage, lol. I know you two don't fuck anymore. I will be the glue that holds you two together.
I promise to treat your wife like a total pig in front of you! LOL! This will be so much fun, tormenting you both. You know she wants to be used as badly as you do. I'll turn her into my street walking whore. She works for me now, taking load after load while I collect all the cash. And then when she comes home, you can clean all of the cum off of her face and out of her pussy with your tongue. You should offer her to me, just the way you offered yourself to me. You're both going to be my slaves for the rest of your pathetic lives.
 c4s.com


Price: $7.99 USD
Length: 7 minutes
Size: 235 MB
Format: WMV
Category: HOME WRECKER
Added: 4/22/14 12:20pm
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#5 Clip: Cum Eating Challenge By Bratty Randy Moore



     

Men...I really want you to buy this clip...and then show it to your woman. You need to be open and honest with her. She needs to have complete power over you...and in return, you can get off as much as you want. It's a win/win! So ladies...listen up... First of all you'll need a nice big realistic dildo...cause the sight of a big hard cock gets men thinking about sex. So show it to him...then challenge him. Men love challenges. Get him to hollow it out that dildo and get himself a funnel. Now here's the real challenge...Now have him lie on his back and jerk off, while holding the funnel and dildo at the end of cock. Have him jerk it till he cums...into the funnel, through the dildo and into his mouth. Train him to do this till he learns to love the taste of his own cum. And he will! After you've trained him well, and he's worked on his flexibility, he just might be able to suck his own cock...unless it's too small... He has to learn to please you, and in exchange, he can get off all he likes. But always...always, he must eat his own cum! (960x540) wmv format  clips4sale.com


Price: $12.99 USD
Length: 12 minutesSize: 348 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CUM EATING INSTRUCTION
Added: 9/27/12 11:35am     
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#6 Clip: Good Luck Cuck By Goddess Ashley Fires


If you ordered this clip you are either a wife or girlfriend that has been approached by a cuckold or you are a dirty cuck yourself! And you will be jerking you pathetic penis through this clip! This clip will introduce your wife or girlfriend to the wonderful world of Cuckolding. I will explain the benefits and perks to being a Cuckoldress. The being able to fuck anyone you want and being pleased by a real man with a real cock! And I am the expert, I have been doing it for years! I practically wrote the book on it! I start off by telling your wife why she should cuckold you and how to start the process. I go through the steps, starting with the basics all the way to the more advanced. From breaking your husband down to making him love the taste of cum. His and then your lovers. I also tell you the husband all the wonderful things you have to look forward to. You won't have to worrying about sexually performing for her anymore. The excitement of waiting for your wife to come home after she has been with another man! I will even do my own demonstration. I have my husband come in and I make him jerk off and as I talk about fucking my lovers. To show you how easy it is to make him cum without even touching him. Then I have him eat it all up, every last drop. By the end of this clip your wife or girlfriend will want to become the beautiful strong sexually free and empowered woman you need her to be. This is a "CUCKOLDING" Fetish clip. This clip includes, CUCKOLDING, INSTRUCTIONAL CUCKOLDING, FORCED MALE MASTURBATION, FORCED CUM EATING and STEP BY STEP CUCKOLDING FOR YOUR WIFE OR GIRLFRIEND!!! - High Definition Version 720/30p.  clips4sale.com


Price: $9.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 440 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CUCKOLDING
Added: 8/16/12 9:20am  
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#7: How to Control a Man By Domina Snow




They say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach, but that's incorrect-- the way to a man's heart is via his cock. When you control a man's orgasms, he will do anything for you. I have built an empire on this basic concept of cock control. Proper control includes strategic use of tease to maintain erections and stimulate the desire to stroke. Instructions on how and when to stroke are crucial. Visual aids help to cement this takeover as the male is quite susceptible to imagery. He is not a clever creature, but he can be quite dedicated to the task of jerking so keep him focused. Explain the methods for masturbation but instruct the mastubation must happen at your command. He loves to oblige, he wants to stroke.

Once you have him, just keep on reeling him in.. over and over. It's as simple as that.


This video includes: masturbation instructionorgasm controltease and denialpantyhose/stockings, lingerie, cock control
__________________________________________
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Price: $10.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 448 MB
Format: WMV
Category: MASTURBATION INSTRUCTION
Added: 3/24/14 6:00pm
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Hi, I'm Nikki and you must be the lovely girlfriend. Now I'm sure you're a little confused as to why your boyfriend is having you watch this. Well, it's very simple, your boyfriend likes to eat his own cum. I'm sure you're probably pretty grossed out but the truth is, it's quite common, and honestly, he's not going to stop doing it and he's been doing it behind your back this whole time. So he's going to do it with or without you, so why not be a part of it? And besides he really wants you to be a part of it. He's tired of hiding it, so that's why he's brought you here, to me, so I can explain it and teach you. And believe me, you're going to get lots of amusement from it, and it's also going to give you great power over him once you realize who he truly is.

Now, the main point is that he wants you to instruct him, but I'm sure you have no clue where to begin. That's where I come in. I'm going to teach you three methods for you to make him eat his own cum. You can start out by jerking him off or having him jerk himself off. Either way, we want to build him up so he has a big load.

So the first way is to have him cum all over the floor. Have him get down on his hands and knees and point his cock at the floor. Be sure and remind him what he's about to do, that will get him to cum quicker. He loves this. Then once he cums, command him to get down on all fours and lick up every drop. Push his head down a bit if he seems reluctant. Some guys tend to back out at the last minute. Don't let him. Make him slurp up every drop.

The second way is to have him cum in his hand or in a bowl. Have him sit down as her jerks so he can aim it in his hand or a bowl. Then ask him how much he wants to eat his own cum. Make him beg you to eat it. This is always fun! Make sure he knows that you're in charge. When he's about to cum, help him aim it so that he gets every drop in his palm. Help him milk out every last drop. Then make him taste it slowly before he swallows it all down. Make sure you order him to do it, he needs this. You can sit there and laugh at him as he licks it all off of his hand or drinks it down out of a bowl. Remember he wants you there and a part of the process.

The third and final way is to have him cum right in his mouth. And here's how you do it. Have him put his legs up over his head so he can jerk his cock right in his face. Hold up his legs if he needs help. Mock him as he jerks it in his face. Then when he's about to cum, help him aim it so he gets it all right down his throat. And if he gets any on his face, make him wipe it off with his fingers and then have him lick them clean.

Listen, he's going to eat his cum with or without you, so either you're going to be there or you're not. So why not be there with him and have fun with it. You're relationship will never be the same. In a good way that is, for you ;).
 c4s.com

Price: $9.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 314 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CUM EATING INSTRUCTION
Added: 8/18/14 10:39am
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#9 Clip: Enlightening Your Girlfriend By Ceara Lynch





You’ve been fucking your girlfriend with that little twig? Well no wonder she is so sexually frustrated. Let me enlighten her to what a real man’s thick and juicy dick should feel like. I’ve got this great guy in mind that is sure to impress the importance of an adequately proportionate cock for stimulating an orgasm. To put it simply, he’s everything your micro penis is not. In fact, I’m going to make you watch you watch him fuck your girlfriend so you can see how it should be done. Then, after SHE’S through, you’ll perform your boyfriend duties and clean her up. I know it’s not your mess, but the least you can do is suck out all that cum from her sensitive pink pussy after giving her terrible sex the last few years. If you want to be in her life still, it’s time to accept your new place as her new clean-up boy.  c4s.com


Price: $10.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 519 MB
Format: MP4
Category: CUCKOLDING
Added: 10/21/14 5:10am
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#10: Woman To Woman By Ceara Lynch



This is a special video for the girlfriend/wife of the pervert who watches my videos. Since you're too big of a pussy to tell her who you really are, I'm here to do it for you. Buy this clip and play it for her. Honey, I know it is hard to hear, but your boyfriend isnt happy with you. You bore him and lack any ability to control a man. He is twisted fuck that needs to be walked all over. Youre too nice of girl for that. This jerk doesnt deserve a real girlfriend. He's not normal no matter how hard he tries to pretend. He is a pervert that buys crazy fetish porn from me. The truth is, he needs to be owned. Trust me, If you can't do it, I will.
 c4s.com


Price: $8.99 USD
Length: 8 minutes
Size: 431 MB
Format: MP4
Category: FEMALE DOMINATION
Added: 6/6/15 4:50am
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#11: Instructing Sissy Prissy For His Wife by Princess Sheridan





This is a custom request but he's a sissy that likes to be called "Prissy" so that would be a good name for you too. I bet you wish you were in his shoes too. This custom was made so his DominantWife could watch along with him and video him while he performs as to My instructions! So get dressed up all girly like and have your dildo on hand too. Lets have some fun!  c4s.com


Price: $10.99 USD
Length: 10 minutes
Size: 568 MB
Format: WMV
Category: FEMDOM POV
Added: 10/17/14 3:50pm
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#12: Wifey sexual slavery homewrecking by Princess Mindy Madison


wifey is scared youre going to leave her for me... so THIS clip is for your wife/gf! Play this for her!
So, wifey... you dont want me to homewreck you? Well, why dont you become my slave too and get o your knees and amuse me by being my pussy, panty and nylon sniffer... just for my fun!! 
rubbing in her face how into me you are ad how shes going to have to be my slave so I can own and control both of you and if she doesnt do a good job then Ill homewreck her! THEN I make her rub her pussy while she confesses out loud that I own her now too 
fetishes: panty sniffing, nylon sniffing, wife humiliation, bossing wife, homewrecking, titty jiggling & squeezing , sniffing & smell fetish

Price: $8 USD
Length: 7 minutes
Size: 298.13 MB
Format: MP4
Category: Homewrecker
https://iwantclips.com/store/item/19876 

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Friday, August 16, 2013

Durring My 11th week in Bianca’s Denial

these are not my balls

This week, actually last two days of my chastity were very intense for me. on Wednesday I participate on Queen Kitty #WankingWednesday on Twitter  like I used to. and for these who have no idea what it is. it's an edging day where Queen Kitty choices how many edges per hour and if there more  instructions to add. this wednesday assignment was 8 edges per hour and one of them must be lubed with a hot sauce. I edged for straight painfully 12 hours !! which means 96 edges in a single day! 12 of them with a burning hot sauce. i ended up exhausted with red burnt cock.

then my black Thursday came, I did what i do everyday, live in big frustration. at the afternoon I was super horny, I felt sad and lonely. i tried to cheer myself up but nothing worked out for me. my horniness was increasing, i didn't know what to do. as you may read on my 7th week post, i figured out a very painful trick for these desperate times. it's cruelly painful but it helps to reduce my need to cum, Ball busting!
Edging and Denying

Since i have to edge daily, I watched Goddess Bianca's amazing teasing clip (Edging and Denying) because it was my favorite clip to edge. it  is just perfect. When i finished I was so horny i couldn't even get up. So I decided to bust my balls for good. I tied my balls tightly with help of  Domina Snow CBT instruction clip (Abuse Your Balls). I smeared them with toothpaste and hooked a heavy weight on them and pulled up my hairbrush and started hitting, and slapping. I slapped them so hard I even cried from the pain. then soundly with no warnings, I felt it is coming ! I smacked my balls with all my power but the sperm leaks out! I watched the desperate drops ooze out of my red sore cock and dribbled on my well beaten balls. I fall down on my knees, I cried for minutes. I was on the floor my balls were covered burning toothpaste and drops of sperm and my cheeks were covered with tears of shame and pain.


That what happened after 75 days!

And by the way, I still horny like before. nothing changed in my desperation an frustration that was a real pure ruined one.



Read in details also
The 10th week.
The 8th-9th weeks.
The 7th week.
The 6th week.
The 5th week.

The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

My 10th week in Bianca’s Denial

Should I get my prostate milked?

this question was in my head while i am passing my 72 days in chastity with cruel daily edging routine. the question was based on healthy issues generally. I wanted to know if there is a recommendation for a boy to stay without an orgasm ejaculation. is prostate milking a necessary mate to long term chastity ?
and how long it takes until it must be emptied manually? well how long exactly is  "long term" chastity?

i remember i asked on fetlife a month ago about prostate milking and pleasure, because some says it gives the ultimate orgasm and other says it only flashes out the sperm without any pleasure.

what I learn from them that if you stroke during the milking you will get a huge pleasure but if you do it without touching your cock completely that's how you will get to empty your prostate without any pleasure.

on other hand my idea about the prostate that it is a magic button that leaks sperm when you rub it, no pleasure at all.
something like this

and way, it's not up to me. So, the time is going and my purple balls kill me more and more.



Read in details also
The 8th-9th weeks.
The 7th week.
The 6th week.
The 5th week.The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

My 8th-9th weeks in Bianca’s Denial


When I reached 60 days, full two months. busting my balls helped me. whenever i feel this killing need to cum, I get my tools and start a cbt session. Goddess Bianca's Self Ballbusting clip was a great way to start. also Domina Snow cbt instruction clips. (Weighted Balls, Abuse Your Balls,  Tied Balls,  also Bounce On Your Balls While You Jerk Your Cock) they helped me a lot.

so, I kept this routine, a dose whenever i get too horny.

and i still feel pathetic.


Read in details also
The 7th week.
The 6th week.
The 5th week.The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.



TASKS: Task by Vibi your CBT teacher

Stand with open legs and grab your balls by the base. Stretch them as far as you can. Now keep them stretched and slap them with a ruler 40x...