Saturday, February 23, 2013

Miss Bianca: 4- The lady who did big things Quietly


The lady who did big things... Quietly 

I can calm that November was the month of achievements. Let me begin with them in order. 
I started my own chastity project this year. I began on July 19, 2012. I managed to keep myself in total denial. I got my first big record on August 31, where I reached 41 days. I continued my up and down road, until I managed to beat my first record and reached to 42 days on November 24, 2012. It was amazing and intense days full with edging. 

On that day, Miss Bianca tweeted that will be 35% off on her store for one day. I felt have to use that code. It's going to be a good opportunity to edge to such a beautiful lady who I adore. So I went to her store and started adding to my cart until I reached over 100 $ worth. Definitely it wasn’t such a big number for her, but for me it was breaking for few records. First, I never spent that much of money on day. Second, I never spent that much of money in one store ever. But I thankfully did it with her, which costs me to break my chastity while edging to her.

Two days later, or actually less than that, I declared my failure. I said “I hate to say, but I failed while edging today my Chastity Status was 43 days since full orgasm and 33 days since the last ruined one”. It was the first time I experienced an orgasm by accident! I was edging regularly to one of her clips and when it ends, I was too horny I stopped stroking. When I was about to put my dick back in my pants, as soon as it touches pants, it squirted. Of course I ruined it immediately.

I sent her a direct message about the whole thing. She found it understandable and wonderful to lose control for her power. She ordered me to get back to edging to the rest of clips as she has chosen on of them to be the final. Driven by lots of guilt and frustration, I obeyed her order, which led me to another ruined one on the next day. I felt I am losing it for this lady. I need to work harder and train myself more. I knew that she is the one who is able to put me in my dream: an endless state of deny.



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Sunday, February 17, 2013

Miss Bianca: 3- It was as simple as a cup of tea


As painful as a cup of tea




Like most of Submissive boys, the crowded FemDom Scene distracted me. There was saying that curiosity killed the cat, I say curiosity killed the sub. That gasping urges to explore new stores and new Dommes. The need for more and different things. A Few months passed. I came back to her store and again a clip with a brilliant brand new idea catches my mind. It was called (My Cup Of Tea). Actually her picture sitting down in her elegant way while holding a cup of time set me on fire. There was a line in the clip description that forces me to purchase it. She wrote, “I'm going to let you make me a special cup of tea with your balls”.

When I hit the play button and her voice started to spreads, I told myself, “I really missed her”. 



Later, on September 11, 2012, in twitter I told her after she said, “I just got some green tea, coffee would push me over the edge”. I said, “Well, enjoy your tea Mistress. After I watched a clip of you about "tea". I won't drink it again ;)” she replied, “hahahahaha I just read this now and it made me laugh so hard!” and I said, “well, it was such a painful cup of tea! I don't know if anyone else ever use "painful" to describe tea”.

Just like that, She was drinking her tea and I was back to her.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Miss Bianca: 2- She is honest


Do you have what it takes to be my little Piccockso?
The Queen
I remember on that same day I was reading her blog for the first time. I really found it very interesting. her latest post caught my eyes. it was about this contest that she described it by saying ” This is the most exciting loser assignment I've given out yet”. We should paint by using our penises then send it to her. She will post it in her blog and by voting there will be a winner who will get a free custom clip! 
I had to purchase a clip for the instructions. I was shocked when I first hit the play button in that clip. She was unbelievably hot and sexy. Every words I read about her style was true, and even better. When I first played the clip, she appears sitting on her chair like a queen, in such classy sexy “normal” clothes, with simple makeup that shows her natural beauty. Her hair was neat. When she spoke, her voice went throw me, inside my brain and my soul. It was so soft, calm and affectionate. I listened carefully to her instructions, and it amused me how she even demonstrated some of it for me. I was ready.

I stripped naked in front of a watercolor paints set and a piece of A4. I used some water to get things ready. I dipped my penis in the color, and then a crazy idea hit my head immediately. “I’m not doing anything well-known as humiliation act, but I feel I’m humiliated and used like I never did before” it was a miracle.
I did what I have to do. I finished my work and take a picture of it and email it to her. It was fun, easy, very humiliating and totally brand new idea. I was so excited about it. In that time I was thinking about the prize (like I have ant chance). The experience was enough to me. And that’s very important in Dominatrix work. Her slaves aren’t tied up to her by rewards. But they are living their actual reward with her!

To be honest, at this point I was satisfied. I wasnt expect anything else from her. But on Tuesday, July 31, 2012, I was surprised that my picture was posted in her blog. I told myself : “this is happening. The contest is real”. And it surprised me even more when she emailed me few weeks later telling me that she will send me the free custom and she needs me to request a theme for it. Oh My God, I remembered I jumped off my chair. It was the best surprise I ever got.
I sent her a polite request with lots of compliments, I told her how I really appreciate that she kept her promise. I was thrilled with that. My request was a simple masturbation instruction clip that ends up with totally denial. And she did it, perfectly Good.

Miss Bianca: 1- How things kicked off


Bianca Lee
I first, met her at DommeDose. There was an article reviewing one of her clips, it’s called “big black cock”. it was posted on July 13, 2012. 

Like all guys I scrolled down to see pictures first. Her simple look and classy makeup catches my eyes. I started reading.The reviewer pointed out some key things made me smile and ran to her store.

I’m gonna quote and underline some key words about her style and how she talks. “Miss Bianca dressed very classy in a hot lavender top”, “She calmly informs us”, “i love the way She never yells or loses control”. Then he said good things describing her voice, which is very important to me. Things like “She has a really sexy, sweet voice, which has a hypnotic effect and really makes you want to obey and please Her”, “Her voice has that sweet ring to it”.

I said to myself if this is true, then I just find my soul FemDom mate. Anyone in the scene knows what I’m talking about. A beautiful calm, classy dominatrix who never yells or loses control, that’s quite impossible to find. Most of the BDSM is based on yelling, overrated makeup and weird customs.

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