Sunday, July 28, 2013

A clip made a domme to have wet day dream!

 A clip made a domme to have wet day dream!

Goddess Shauna Ryanne just tweeted that she has been having sexy day dreams about her epic shoot with Goddess Kyaa yesterday. She said also "You boys are going to explode when this content is released."


Goddess Kyaa replied to her and gave us a hint and a line from the clip itself. "Honey, we really need to talk... let's cut the crap, I'm not into guys. Dicks disgust me.. I married you for your money.

Shauna Ryanne added :"Those lines literally flowed out like I had waited forever to say them. Maybe it's my calling? haha


Imagine how hot that clip will be.

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Update: the clip released and it is called "Rich Old Perv Manipulated into Marriage by Devious Lesbians" ft. Shauna Ryanne and Domme Kyaa . it comes in two parts 1 & 2

Part one: Clips4sale - KinkBomb
Part two: Clips4sale - KinkBomb

Monday, July 22, 2013

My 7th week in Bianca’s Denial

This week I pass 50 days. It's about the third of my whole term.
I was thinking how can I help myself throw the day after my morning edge. Last week I came up with an idea, a crazy one but I was so desperate. I took my time thinking about it and consulted Goddess Bianca who encouraged me to do so. The idea is to use ball busting to reduce the sexual desire. Edging is painful routine I do it daily and it leaves me with painful blue balls. But it leaves me also horny like a naked wire for the rest of the day. I end up humping whatever I see compulsively and I know I can't cum so I stay this way hours and hours. So I decided to try this idea.

But how suppose I do this? It's not like I just go slapping my balls (which is something I thought about it by the way lol) well, there is a good way that I already tested it. It's to follow one of Goddess Bianca's clips (Self Ballbusting).  I have practiced it before so I know what to do. I followed the clip  step by step. I used a 12lbs weight and busted my balls good, but I couldn't get my hand farther than 2 feet. But to be honest as it caused a sever pain it helped also.

When I was busting my blue balls, in one second, I stopped and cried! Physically it was hurting like hell. Emotionally based on my huge frustration and denial! Mentally when I look at myself I was literary beating myself because I’m unable to have an orgasm.

I feel pathetic



Read in details also
The 6th week.
The 5th week.
The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.


Wednesday, July 17, 2013

My 6th week in Bianca’s Denial

this is NOT me! but just to help you imagine

I am passing a month and a half, exactly 46 days ! I notice that I lost my desire to "fuck" or even "cum" I'm so desperate to drain these balls. I want to leak all that load out of me in anyway, even if there is no pleasure in it. well,  "pleasure" is a fancy word for me. I don't use it anymore.

yesterday, Queen Kitty asked me how are the blue balls? I answered her there are not blue anymore, they are purple now. I was honest with her on that. I feel they are been loaded and loaded and over loaded! they are much bigger and purple for sure.

i am have been looking online for methods to reduce the sexual desire. I am still thinking about one of them for real.


Read in details also
The 5th week.
The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Kyaa on losers

 Goddess Kyaa once said : "Many lurkers reading this ARE losers. They wank, maybe buy a few clips, maybe a lot of clips but they are jerk off humiliation junky losers."


And in her response to the prophet she said : "Loser" is really an endearing term, albeit humiliating.

Friday, July 12, 2013

Kyaa's huge cock

 I had to ask! Goddess Kyaa posted a photo with a caption "How do you perverts like my big black cock?"


She was "wearing her cute home cloths and strapped with a huge black cock holding it in her hands. I starred at the picture for a minute, I drooled on my keyboard and asked her how many inches ? like my question was not humiliating enough, she answered me kindly. 

She said "That's "16 of shiny black dildo to stuff you with! I've been feeling the urge to tear open a willing victim...". 

I almost wet myself.


- I need to say that this post came after another one on Tumblr in 11 July with more photos. it was a happy birthday gift for her slave K who served her quietly and anonymously for years.




Kyaa's favorite slaves

 Someone asked Goddess Kyaa about her favorite slaves/subs. Her answers was very smart I love it. She divided slaves into two types : " I have more than 2 categories of subs, actually. There are the truly dedicated subs who love and obey me without thought or question (goodboy4Kyaa, Kyaasbard, sissysplosh). There are my most addicted and enslaved perverts (furjoe, slave K + a few other anonymous slaves) and then there are lurking losers who have been obsessed with me for years but only buy clips or send tributes (you know who you are!) I adore them all!"

Monday, July 8, 2013

My 5th week in Bianca’s Denial



I officially passed a month of daily edging and total denial and it wasn't easy at all. this week was more difficult to me. It felt like I was horny all time, my balls turning to dark purple. My spirit is mixed up. I am between two strong feelings. the first one is the frustation is unbelievable, it's painful and humiliated. but the other feeling is that following orders and living submissive's life is something i dream about it my whole life, that makes me feel better. obeying Mistress's order has a priceless feeling. Nothing feels like this ever.


Read in details also
The 4th week.
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

My 4th week in Bianca’s Denial


kamitora's work

This week I pass a full month of daily edging without release. Which is something new for me. I have been in denial for longer but without daily stroking. I am getting closer to the fifth of my  entire program (which is 160 days). after a full month of daily edging I can't say i have just blue balls, or worse case of blue balls. that sounds light to what i am really feeling. my balls are not blue, they are purple. they are fat and overloaded. And i know there will be no release in my near future. I will suffer and I accept that fact.

I became weaker, i admit that. (not like that I was a stud before the program) but i really feel weaker than before. Weaker in everything. I am horny all the time, and anything could be a trigger to me, a very painful trigger. and you know what I don't avoid it anymore. I accept this torture.

My desperate mind guides me to think about buying a flesh-light. It was a horrible idea. Also there was a potential chance to me to have sex with a friend of mine. and it is horrible too. what's the point of all these silly actions when i know that i will not cum?

the new thing that i have no fear to lose control anymore. i am truly locked!


Read in details also
The 3rd week.
The second week.
The First week.



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