She described herself as a cock obsessed submissive sissy slut, Permanently locked, Desperate to be a good girl, Owned by Miss Alika White.
Hello Sissy Nikki. First, would you please tell us about yourself as an introduction to the interview.
- Hi! I'm SizeQueenSissyNikki and I'm an owned slave of the extraordinary Goddess Alika White. I enjoy exploring nature and gaming.
You’re born under the sign of Capricorn which is known for being ambitious, disciplined, and responsible. How much of the Capricorn Characteristics are in you?
- Hmmm... As far as discipline and responsiblity, I'd say that I selectively embody those characteristics. When it comes to other people, I'm super disciplined and ambitious in fulfilling my sense of duty to them. However, I find it difficult to be motivated to do things purely for my own sake. When it comes to ambition, I suppose you'd say I have a bit of an addictive personality. If I get into something I strive to devote as much energy as I can to becoming the best I can be at it.
Tell me about your feminization journey, how it started from a fantasy to reality?
-I've been interested in more femmine things since I was little. I didn't think much about it till I found bdsm porn and would think how hot it would be to be the girl in the scene. From there I kept going down the rabbit hole till I got to femdom and specifically sissy porn. It awoken something in me and I started experimenting with dressing up and playing with dildos. I was busy with life stuff so I didn't get too serious about feminization yet. I stayed in that dabbling zone for awhile till I found Goddess Alika White and started serving Her. She is the driving force that kept pushing me to become more and more feminized to my current level. It started with basic tasks like shaving my legs, painting my nails, and doing my makeup till I craved that feeling of feminization so much that I sought out ways new ways to become more femmine. Goddess Alika even gave me the courage to get on Grindr and start hooking up with guys. Her guidance has been so invaluable in helping me constantly up my sissy game. Besides, who would be better to learn how to be femmine from than a beautifully gorgeous Goddess?
How long have you been Camming on chaturbate? Where did you get the idea and who encouraged you to take that step?
- I think I've cammed for around 8-10 months. I don't have the best setup and sometimes circumstances make it impossible to cam so I've been in a bit of a hiatus recently. My owner had brought up the idea flippantly, but didn't follow up on it. The idea really resonated with me and the thought of proving my devotion in such a way was extremely exciting. One day, when I was feeling especially submissive, I brought the idea back up to Goddess Alika and, after making sure I was serious about what it meant to actually slut myself out on cam for Her, She decided it was a fun idea and helped me setup my account. Goddess Alika provided me with support in order to become familiar with camming, but I had to figure out what made sense for me. I'm honestly still working things out so I appreciate the patience and feedback of my fans!
Tell us about your experience with using your fuck machine?
It was Goddess Alika's idea for me to get a fuckmachine that could be app controlled so She could use it on me. I'm so glad She had the idea because taking cock from my machine is on a whole, new level. I'd enjoyed playing with my dildos manually, but a sissy can only thrust with so much force for so long. My machine can fuck me nice and hard for as long as I need (I once got fucked for about an hour straight at full speed on cam) and it's a wonderful experience. I don't think I ever squirted till I got my fuckmachine. Then, there's the app control feature. Getting fucked by my machine already feels amazing, but the extra fun of giving control over to someone else makes for a deeply submissive and pleasureable experience. It is a pricey investment, but well worth the cost if that's what you're looking for.
How did you expand your ability to take large dildos?
-I was young and probably went about it in an unwise way. After getting my first dildo, I decided I loved it so much that I needed more and more meant bigger. My next dildo was the large bbc that I use for my camming [10 inch long and 2.5 inch in diameters]. Going from a normal dildo to one that is quite large is probably an unnecessarily challenging step, but my sissy pussy was so hungry that I rushed forward. The first time I was able to take my huge toy in my sissy pussy it did hurt at first, but once the seal was popped I just couldn't get enough of feeling so filled up. The way it stretched me to the point where my body was convulsing with pleasure was such submissive bliss and eventually led to the first time I squirted. If I were giving advice, it'd probably be to slowly work your way up, but I'm just too much of a size queen to wait.
In February 2023, you launched your Onlyfans. What did that platform give you ?
- Onlyfans gave me an additional avenue to share my sissy self. It's really different from camming in that you can shoot stuff without the time commitment of going live and waiting around for people to come have fun. Since it's so different, I'm still learning and struggle to come up with things I think people will enjoy.
Tell me about your owner Miss Alika White, and how did this wonder story start and develop?
It's so hard for me to try and adequately capture all the virtues of Goddess Alika White in words, but I'll try my best. I think most people will initially be struck by her heavenly beauty. She's fit with the most amazing curves that means there isn't an inch of Her Goddess body that isn't perfect and demanding of devoted worship. Then there's Her gorgeous face with the most starkly piercing, blue eyes. Some of my favorite moments serving Goddess Alika are when She's made me stare into Her eyes as She administers a reward or punishment. She's just soooo entrancing that I can't help but feel intensely submissive and fall deeply in love. Yet, that's just scratching the surface of the iceberg that is Goddess Alika's divine perfection. She's so much more than just a pretty face, Goddess is supremely and naturally dominant so She knows exactly how to make you weak for Her. I didn't start out as a perfect slave. I fantasized about truly and absolutely submitting to a domme, but nobody had enticed me to take the plunge before Goddess Alika. She knows precisely how to use all of Her infinite charms to lure you in and how to discipline and train you to be the best slave now that you're under her spell. Additionally, Goddess Alika is superbly creative and unarguably embodies the "artist" part of clip artist. She is constantly coming up with exciting new ways to use Her bitches and compel them to go deeper for Her. Take me as an example, Goddess Alika both pushes me to be a better slave for Her and inspires me to improve of my own volition to be worthy of Her ownership. I've served Goddess Alika for years at this point and my only regret is that I didn't start sooner. Every year I'm astounded as I watch Her improve Her craft and redefine what I think of as the pinnacle of perfection, and every year my life is better off for having Her in my life.
Which clip do you recommend for a new sub if he wants to get to know Miss Alika White?
On April 23, 2022 Miss Alika White posted a picture of your “Alika shrine” and said that every beta male should have an Alika shrine in their home, like you. Talk to me in detail about how you made your “Alika shrine”, what comprises it, and what does the shrine mean to you?
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| SizeQueenSissyNikki's Shrine |
Well, Goddess Alika would send me gifts(mostly articles of Her clothing) through the post for being a good girl and it only seemed right to display these in a shrine to be properly worshipped. As I earned more rewards I had to expand it in order to fit everything and now my shrine has 2 tiers. My most prized relic is a pair of Her boots. I wish they fit me, but getting to kneel before them and worship my Goddess is still an amazing experience. I filled out the rest of the shrine with framed photos of Goddess Alika, showing off the many facets of Her heavenly beauty. I've never been particularly religious, but worshiping my owner and Goddess is a religion I can get on board with. As such, the shrine is a symbol of my devotion to my Goddess and an altar at which to worship Her. It is right next to my bed so I can start and end my day by properly appreciating Goddess Alika.
[Miss Alike White later released a clip title Make an Alika Shrine on May 31, 2023. And down some of others shrines posted by her.]
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| Shrine 1. posted March 31, 2023 |
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| Shrine 2, posted March 1, 2024 |
You stated in your twitter bio that you are “Permanently locked”. When was that decision made, and how? How do you cope with the idea of being Permanently locked in chastity, knowing that you will never be able to have sex or masturbate again?
- It was decided by my owner, Goddess Alika White, that I should begin my permanent chastity sentence on July 4th, 2022 (ironically enough). Before that I'd been in chastity for many months and had become infatuated with the level of control it gave my Goddess. I kept trying to find ways to extend my sentence since I know Goddess Alika loves tormenting her slaves by having them gamble with their time locked up. I eventually got the courage to beg Goddess Alika to grant me permanent chastity and She was generous enough to grant my wish. Later, She even was charitable enough to accept my keys so I can't unlock without Her consent. Honestly, it's been so long that being in chastity just feels natural now. Goddess Alika is nice enough to allow me to rub or vibrate my cage and take cock (dildos and real) in order to masturbate. I think it's more fitting for a sissy anyway, plus the constant torment helps to keep me nice and submissive.
On 4 May 2024, Miss Alika White, your owner, announced on her twitter that you are the first slave to collect ALL of her clips in her clip store. [That’s 1,127 clips] which was a huge inspiration for all slaves. Tell me about this achievement in detail ?
I bought my first clip of Hers on March 14th, 2021 and it was a chastity sentence clip [Chastity Release Date: I Decide]. I'd been dabbling with chastity and thought that having a sentence imposed by a Domme would be a nice way to take it to the next level. Goddess Alika made one of the conditions of my sentence to buy a certain amount of Her clips in order to keep me frustrated for the whole month. That's when I was hooked. Through subsequent chastity sentence and my eventual permanent chastity, i became incredibly weak and dedicated to serving Her. As I began serving Goddess Alika seriously, She declared that one of my rules would be to buy every new clip of her's upon release which inky made me more enthralled by Her. At one point, Goddess Alika made a passing remark about how impressed She was with how many clips I'd amassed and how She thought I should aim to collect them all. So, over the years, I would take every opportunity I could find to binge and get ever closer to owning every clip my Goddess had made. At one point, She had me enter into a debt contract, but was kind enough to allow me to pay it off by buying clips with a markup which let me put a dent into Her backlog. Goddess Alika also runs a couple of sales each year which are a great opportunity to binge and a big reason I've been able to acquire all of Her clips. I bought the rest as tasks She set me or just to impress Her and earn the honor of Her praise. Overall, I'd say Goddess Alika makes such amazing clips and has trained me so well, that I couldn't help but be a good girl for Her and collect them all over time.
What is the best way to support your sissy work?
Honestly, I'm on a bit of a hiatus at the moment since my circumstances make it hard to do that work. If people are interested in anything specific they can follow my twitter @SQSissyNikki and dm me requests. Hopefully, I'll be able to get back to camming and making content more in the future
Finally, From one slave to another, what is your advice?
I'd say it's super important to find the right Master/Mistress to submit to. It's important to find someone that will provide the right dynamic for you and that you are willing to reciprocate that in kind. The Domme/sub relationship is all about trust so you have to put the effort in to earn that even if it's a slow process. Showing consistency and initiative is a great way to prove your dedication and stand out as worthwhile to your Domme. You also have to be willing to learn what your Domme expects and be receptive to them training you. I didn't start out as a perfect slave, but i grew with my Goddess as She broadened my horizons and molded my mind to better serve Her. Communication is paramount as well. You need to clearly confer what you want out of being a slave and what you are capable/willing to do. Ultimately, it's all about showing your Domme the devotion, respect, and effort that they deserve
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