no touching!

Last April Goddess Jessibelle has put me under a simple rule : 2 ruined orgasms each month. 

So, the new rule was must simpler: no touching. just like that. I don’t have any more things to do. 

I thought it was easy thing to do. but the first week has drive me crazy. it’s there any you can’t touch it. and you can’t touch it not because it’s all wrapped up and locked down in metal. you just can’t touch it because Goddess JessiBelle said so. I pushed myself and every time I get the urge i must punish myself in a non sexual way. 

Everyday was a challenge, every hour of watching porn and looking all around it all over was difficult. even when I use the bathroom I sit. I didn't sleep well also but for obvious reasons. After I marked my 40th day, Goddess JessiBelle has a surprise for me. Personally, I thought it was a release, but i wasn’t sure what kind of release it would be. Silly me.

The celebration was to edge for an hour then back to the “no touch” state. that’s it! And of course. whenever I get too close I must stop myself with a good thumb into the balls.

I was frustrated, weak and more submissive. there was no way I question or negotiate or even whine about anything. My brain was set to take orders only. I finished my work and went back home.

I started jerking off while watching Goddess JessiBelle clips. It didn’t take me much of time to get too excited, so i have to thumb my balls. one hit took all the pleasure away. I was breathing heavily and holding my aching balls. I rested few minutes then I got back to jerking off, and it was even faster this time. I hit my balls and waited in pain. 

The one hour took me several edges and thumbs. I ended up with sore blue balls. I slept directly.

I am so thankful for Goddess Jessibelle for taking control of my dick, for invading my brain and taming my thoughts. 

Lots of Dommes need to Yell to force boys to do things. Lots of them need metal cage to force boys to stop thinking about their own pleasure. Goddess JessiBelle doesn’t need neither.