My First Week in Bianca's Denial

Goddess Bianca

When i received Goddess Bianca’s order, I knew i was trapped. I felt I couldn’t place my hand on my own cock and then the feeling went deeper. 

more than a month ago, she mentioned to me how much she encouraged me to do better and really try to push my limits. back there I shared with her my record of chastity for 8 months and the longest period in denial was 86 days.

Her new order was do double this figure and go for 160 days and I have to edge every single day. That was a crazy number, I have never get closer to that. And the edging part will make it even more difficult, I thought if she would just lock me away in a tube with and take the key that will be easier. Day one was easy and smooth. I went on my daily stuff without any trouble, but when I went to bed, I held my cock and jerked it slowly and gently. I was horny and tired, I needed that relieve. With each stroke, my heart goes faster. After awhile I was there, ready to shoot my load, ready to my cum and sleep like an angle, but I couldn’t! my cock refused to cum! or it felt that way! I ended up cupping my blue balls and sleeping in frustration.

Day Two, was worse in the morning. I didn’t sleep well at all. I woke up with a crabby mood and a big morning wood. I was down the whole day and at night the same thing happened. i tried to cum, but i couldn’t! I felt I am unable to have an orgasm on my own. she just locked me into a long term of mental denial. 

Day Three, I had a brilliant idea that I edge in the morning and get it behind me so i can go throw the day and sleep better at night. well I was wrong. I edged first thing in the morning and left to work with big fat blue balls. I didn’t even eat breakfast. my whole body was aching, i felt like shit. I was horny all day.

Day four, I edged in the morning after the breakfast, it didn’t chance anything. I just made it worst when I joined Princess Torri’s #HumDay task on twitter. I humped my pillow and increased my pain.

Day Five, My Balls are aching and my cock need attention. my whole body needs to rest. I edged at night and felt asleep with few tears.

Day six, this day was good for me. I wasn’t horny I slept well, and i was in a good mood. I thought I don’t want to touch my dick anymore. so I was thinking when is the best time to edge. so, I did it afternoon. this time my balls pain was worse, it was like the pain was building up in them.

Day Seven, I got back to morning edge. this time I didn’t in the shower, I edging and edging and calling Bianca. finally i was under the water powerless, I cried.