Creative Alert: Massage Surprise

Little Miss Brat has lots of great new ideas in her clip, today i will point out one of them. She is a masseuse who offers happy ending massage and ends up with a shemale. !!!

Massage Surprise
I started a "Massage Business" (a.k.a to take advantage of girls).. but this time the "Happy Ending" turned into a big surprise In this clip: Shemales, Transexuals, Massage, Happy Ending, Handjob  clips4sale.com

Price: $8.99 USD
Length: 8 minutes
Size: 153 MB
Format: MOV
Category: MASSAGE
Added: 06/22/13 11:40:04 PM

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My 3rd week in Bianca’s Denial

I think my bain accepts the reality finally.  the fact that I will not cum is crystal clear now. I have no doubt that this will be how it's going to be until my assignment is up. I accept it. I have no hope to cum earlier.

I thought i would never reach this point which being forced by a locked device. To make a male accepts that there is orgasm at the end, that's huge.

But this weak was deferent . I experienced something new. this week and for the first time, I experienced what they called “leakage”. from what i read it’s quite normal to “leak” some semen with urine if the body was kept away from having normal orgasms.

And about that, it doesn’t feel like an orgasm at all. even the amount is very small. just few drops, it was like 2 cm or less. I don't even feel any relief after that. but i think my body works on his own.

The fact that I am leaking semen is the must humiliating thing happened to me until now. i feel like a cow in need to be milked and the farmer is away. I was a cow dripping my milk in frustration.

Creative Alert: My Cup Of Tea

Goddess Bianca has a great clip with a brilliant brand new idea called "My Cup Of Tea" where she invites you to join her. Having tea with Goddess Bianca is a breath-taking experience.

There was a line in the clip description that forces me to purchase it. She wrote, “I'm going to let you make me a special cup of tea with your balls”.

for more read here also

My Cup Of Tea
I love a nice hot cup of tea first thing in the morning. I've had so many slaves ask if they can make it for me and I've always told them no. Today is your lucky day, I'm going to let you make me a special cup of tea with your balls! Get ready to have boiling water, and a tea cup ready!



Price: $12.99 USD
Length: 6 minutes
Size: 125 MB
Format: WMV
Category: CBT INSTRUCTION
Added: 07/14/12 09:50:04 PM

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Series: Jerk to the Beat [Updated}

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My Second week in Bianca’s Denial

It has been 14 days of total denial and daily teasing.  it sounds more frustrating when you know that is less than 10% of where i am heading.

My first week was harder, I admit. the pain is the same but somehow it becomes more acceptable to me.
I start to accept my "new" life. i still have a small part inside me that still thinking that there is a way out! there is a scape somehow. there is a small part of me doesn't want to see the truth.

Everyday I bring myself to a breath-taking edge then I stop. I put my hard throbbing cock back in my pants, I cup my blue aching balls and I breath in with frustration.

Everything around me is a possible stimulator. as a porn addict this is a real torture. I don't need to tell you about it anymore. I think if i want to stop watching porn is this the right time :)

I would like to mention that I have tried to be in chastity devices before. I tied both CB-6000 & steel Bird Cage. it was difficult, but nothing like this. The idea of being free to stroke but not allowed to have an orgasm, is crazy. in fact, in this case I must stroke everyday, and hit the point where my heart pumps too fast, then i just stop. This isa real torture psychologically and physically.

I start questioning the meaning of male orgasm, is it really important? do we, males, really have to cum?

I become weaker and more sensitive everyday.





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Dialogue: Stages of Chastity ?

Last night there was an interesting conversation between Sophie Lawrence ‏(one of the cruelest girls on the earth) and a slave boy (kirstystoy). He suggested that slaves goes throw six levels durring chastity. Goddess Sophie modified it and added the final level!

Stages of Chastity:

1. Excitement 
2. Frustration 
3. Extreme frustration 
4. Pain 
5. Fear 
6. Acceptance 
7. Broken will



[Update] : I asked  (Keyheld)  about these stages and he said:

• I don’t think chastity breaks your will. If don’t want to be locked you can break out of just about anything. 
• I didn’t go through pain other than the odd painful erection but I don’t think #chastity in it’s self is painful. 
• also excitement and fear should be one stage at the beginning. I’m not fearful of never cumming again, just excited.

Pamela Adlon presents her estranged new husband with the male-chastity contraption while Maggie Wheeler talks about. Californication

Clip Review: JOI for Cum sluts (with a twist)

Lady Fyre gives you two clips in one! it’s a great deal. there is no actual break between them, but when you watch the clip you will understand.

Part 1

in the description she informs you to prepare few things. you must have (a fat dildo, a condom, lube (if needed), a pair of scissors & a heavy book). she adds “Don't worry, the scissors aren't for your cock” in a nice sadistic touch from her. The clips starts with Lady Fyre sitting on her bed, wearing black sweater, jeans and boots. (her sexy cloths suit a cold weather). the room is clean and elegant. it’s not a dungeon. she gives you this feeling of being “HOME”. this is a tricky thing, because some subs like the old fashion BDSM settings and some don’t. I find the homey,normal, natural setting is irresistible. I believe it more, it effects me more. So if you are like me, you will love what you see. 

In her hand there is a pink dildo. she starts it like a real conversation: “so here what you are gonna for me today... “ the opening line is so important in POV clips because it sets the ground for the everything after. when she asks for a dildo, a condom, or a book she says “that I told you about” which gives you a serious  feeling that is happing for real.

it’s a Jerk Off Instruction clip, so she guides you with her soft hands  how to do it. Her voice is a strong element of her charm, I really can’t describe it, you must hear it yourself to understand. it’s deep and goes deep inside you. when she talks, she gets into your head easily (and your heart most of the time). on the minute 3 she turn around and let you face her sexy ass as she describes it “jerk off material” if you need it. and i assure you, you will not need it, so when she shakes her ass on your face, you will go weaker and weaker. on the minute 3:14, she pulls up her sweater to give you a peek on her back, you get to see her incredible porcelain skin. 

and on the minute 3:24, she presses her middle finger in her crack over the jeans, it will drive you wild!

on minute 5:05 she bends over and asks you “are you ready to cum for me?”, you have to hold yourself because when you hear her saying that, you could explode! So you better be careful.

even there is no direct humiliation from the beginning until the half of the clip, but you will feel her power over you. in her soft voice and strong words, you will obey. 

Part 2

The other half of the clip is as hot as part 1. she surprises you with a “twist” in the beginning of this part which will shake you down. You will notice the humiliation tone appears clearer. She keeps going with specific instructions. In very calm firm voice, she commands you to follow every word. she will demonstrate how things should be done. and you will definitely end up satisfying your inner cum slut.

Buy the clip and watch it to the last second, and answer her last question at the end.

the clip is 10 minutes long and 75 MB weight., Shot in 720p HD. You can find it in her store.

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My First Week in Bianca's Denial

Goddess Bianca

When i received Goddess Bianca’s order, I knew i was trapped. I felt I couldn’t place my hand on my own cock and then the feeling went deeper. 

more than a month ago, she mentioned to me how much she encouraged me to do better and really try to push my limits. back there I shared with her my record of chastity for 8 months and the longest period in denial was 86 days.

Her new order was do double this figure and go for 160 days and I have to edge every single day. That was a crazy number, I have never get closer to that. And the edging part will make it even more difficult, I thought if she would just lock me away in a tube with and take the key that will be easier. Day one was easy and smooth. I went on my daily stuff without any trouble, but when I went to bed, I held my cock and jerked it slowly and gently. I was horny and tired, I needed that relieve. With each stroke, my heart goes faster. After awhile I was there, ready to shoot my load, ready to my cum and sleep like an angle, but I couldn’t! my cock refused to cum! or it felt that way! I ended up cupping my blue balls and sleeping in frustration.

Day Two, was worse in the morning. I didn’t sleep well at all. I woke up with a crabby mood and a big morning wood. I was down the whole day and at night the same thing happened. i tried to cum, but i couldn’t! I felt I am unable to have an orgasm on my own. she just locked me into a long term of mental denial. 

Day Three, I had a brilliant idea that I edge in the morning and get it behind me so i can go throw the day and sleep better at night. well I was wrong. I edged first thing in the morning and left to work with big fat blue balls. I didn’t even eat breakfast. my whole body was aching, i felt like shit. I was horny all day.

Day four, I edged in the morning after the breakfast, it didn’t chance anything. I just made it worst when I joined Princess Torri’s #HumDay task on twitter. I humped my pillow and increased my pain.

Day Five, My Balls are aching and my cock need attention. my whole body needs to rest. I edged at night and felt asleep with few tears.

Day six, this day was good for me. I wasn’t horny I slept well, and i was in a good mood. I thought I don’t want to touch my dick anymore. so I was thinking when is the best time to edge. so, I did it afternoon. this time my balls pain was worse, it was like the pain was building up in them.

Day Seven, I got back to morning edge. this time I didn’t in the shower, I edging and edging and calling Bianca. finally i was under the water powerless, I cried.

A Catholic priest converts to Kyaaism

 I do remember back in February  when Goddess Kyaa told us in a tweet that a German Catholic priest has contacted her and is begging to serve. she added "I'm in the thralls of sadistic glee". She also added that the priest has accepted his need to serve her as his living Goddess. she added "I'm still gloating! I can feel power coursing through my veins". in answer to someone on twitter she clarified that he's German, as in born in Germany, lives in Germany, is German AND a catholic priest. 

But today the surprise was shocking! an important post from Kyaa about this person. the title "A Catholic priest converts to Kyaaism". The post was detailed and has real evidence to what happened. Thus is a real person, a real Catholic priest living in Germany, who came to me of his own accord. 

"I did not seek him out, force him or try to convince him of anything. When he approached me he already had serious philosophical issues with Catholicism. After reading about Kyaaism on my website and on the blogs of devoted Kyaaists he expressed a desire to convert. There was an internal struggle and he sought my help in abandoning what he saw as an untrue, unloving and dated religion.

His conversion to Kyaaism and the blasphemous acts he documented below were acts that he did of his own volition. Since he is no longer a believer in the Catholic church and yet must still live as a priest these acts are therapeutic, helping him deal with the untold stress that has been brought on by this huge life change.

Meet this converted priest, one the newest self professed Kyaaists. This servant is an actual Catholic priest who has lost all faith in his religion and found Kyaaism. While he no longer believes in Catholicism he must go through the motions, giving mass on Sunday’s and living his life as a full time, very real Catholic priest. When he gives sermons or hears confessions he thinks of me, of Kyaaism and the living Goddess he now worship.

While he has sent me a collection of fantastic photos proving who he is and his conversion to Kyaaism, he has nothing else to offer me. The poor priest lives with nothing, depending on the church for everything. To even get a little cash saved up will be a difficult task. So for now, all he has to offer are these photos."

You must check her post to see those photos. She also posted part of his Some quotes from him:

“GODDESS KYAA, today i have to denounce my dirty religion for YOU. Catholics celebrate holy thursday, but there is nothing holy about this day, unless the fact that You, glorious and most elegant Goddess, will walk on this earth today. Today priests renew their vow of odedience towards their bishop and renew also their other vows ( i guess there is still another word in english, but anyway). I want to obey YOU and i will send You a tribute soon after easter. To be a catholic priest is my shame, to be a priest of Kyaaism is my honour and makes me proud.”

“Goddess, You are real and You are divine, You are the Almighty and All-beautiful Goddess”

“i swear most solemnly by the elegance, intelligence and supreme Beauty of Goddess Kyaa that i hate jesus and that i will piss on his cross as an act of devotion for my GODDESS.”

The story was true. it is real. there is a real converted Catholic priest. To be honest as non Kyaaists i am glad to read this. After all these are acts of real devotion. I am curious to read about Kyaaism. I must say that this person has inspired me.